I WILL FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS.
I WILL STUDY HARD STUDY HARD STUDY HARD.
I WILL PLAY LESS PLAY LESS PLAY LESS.

no joke no joke, 2010 is a crucial year.
i nid to pass my Olvls, mug well and chiong all the way!

i'll nt use compt tat often oso. as of my hp, see my mood(:
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHA SIAO.

BLESSED NEW YEAR! ITS 2010!
i prayed fr divine health and more wisdom and favour in my studies.
thank God fr 2009 and 2010 will b an awesome year^^

well i guessed tmr im spending my tym at home slping and packing my stuffs. my room is damn hevoc and my study table is in a fucking mess! OMG IDK HW TO START PACKING MAMN :@
sch re-opens on mon, srsly D-R-E-A-D-E-D! my fringe is damn long, bt i aint gg fr a haircut fr sure(: i duncare whatsoeva grooming rules LOL.

no tatoo yet): SIANTTTTTTTTTTTTT.

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met ethel and cheryl at hub arnd 5pm, trained to orchard> roamed arnd den headed to suntec astons fr dinner, saw jeff and momo lol> bought my sch shoes den wanted to head to esplanade fr nice scenery, gave marvellous cream a missed tho> trained bak to amk, went to slack w kelvin and co at blk585> homed at 12am.
(P/S: more picts in my facebook soon! b patient zzzz)

31 Dec 09:
BLESSED BDAY WLING AND JUNHAO!

2009 has finally cum to an end, those unhappy and happy moments i had.
actually thr's alot of things i wna pour it out frm the bottom of my heart, bt needless to say tat let bygones b bygones.
hoping tat 2010 will b a blessed and good year ahead!

gg dwn to toysrus tgtr w shan and vanessa ltr on to settle our resignation. den most prob hang out w shan awhile, perhaps meeting ethel and alot more fr countdown^^ pub pub pub, drinking shiok~

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headed to orchard at 830pm w shan to meet ethel, yenhsi and co> trained bak to suntec, dined at newyork newyork> over to wealth of fountain to slack> walked over to esplanade, waited fr countdwn at marina platform> fireworks and all, damn chio!> trained bak tgtr w all, alighted at amk and headed to macds> homed aftmath at 2am.
no alcohol, nt high, no pub, no disco, no hangover. so dull and boring, wanted to go over to chinatown to meet weilun and co AND over to alvin's place to join some peeps. ZZZ
(P/S: more picts soon in my facebook, plz b patient!)
























































































30 Dec 09:
thanks kelvin fr waking me up, omost overslept tho. headed to sch tgtr w shiyun, bought books and collected my $200 cheque. sec5 promotion briefing was damn zzz, im rly scared fr nxt yr. OLEVELS IS THE NXT HURDLE FR ME, I NID TO RLY BUCK UP ALOT!
headed home aft tat, slept awhile only den bathed.
well ima waiting fr shan's bro to pick me up den go burger's bday party tgtr lol, shan keep disturb me ltr she mati~
gna fall aslp soon mamn zzz:/
(P/S: more picts soon at burger's party ltr on)

temptations are rly bad, tatoos on fri or when im 18? well my parents commented tat tatoo is juz an art tho.

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29 Dec 09:
met eeni 315pm at hub> saw and tok to leon, he was waiting fr ronghui at amk stn. they heading dwn to bugis> upon boarding the train, eeni and i saw shan and yinghui^^ LOL> alighted at somerset, over to cine> eileen and yahui joined us awhile ltr, watched alvin & the chipmunks 2 tgtr. HAHA FUNNY AND INTERESTING SHOW MAMN> accpy yahui to heeren, saw shuyu!!
left somerset to orchard to meet ethel> saw ben ho while in the train bak to amk> alighted and had our dinner at kfc> bak to hub to search fr burger's bday present> roamed arnd and saw john siol, everytym joke only HAHAHA. well we caught up w vinod fr awhile too, he frightened me by shouting my name siol!> wanted to go up Kpool tgtr w john to meet weilun and co bt ended up gg home instead> homed at 1030pm.
saw so many peeps tdy, happy happy happy heh^^

BLESSED CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
sorry fr the late wish. haha guess wad, my christmas was rubbish tis yr. worked in the morning and dint spend tym w my loved ones and frends, gave so many clubs a missed tho):
yessssss getting my tatoo on fri perhaps, bt fuck i no balls bcos scared pain :@


27 Dec 09:
HAPPY BDAY JUSTIN AW AH AW!
slept till late aftnn> dined w relatives and family at upper thomson> left at 8pm fr justin bbq at calrose> had so much fun and laughters, drank liquor and smashed cake. justin bloody smashed the cake on my face_l_ chased him arnd tgtr w raymond, rongyao and edger LOL> they threw justin in the pool, ji shiok fr him^^ i cnt stop laughing srsly> my hair stink zzzz, thanks edger fr walking me home!
met tricia and roamed arnd our hse area at 2am.
haha surprisingly, eric happened to passby my blog and den he txt me heh!














































26 Dec 09:
last day at work, finally getting pay tis thurs^^ cnt wait mamnm!
well working is fun yet tiring, lol initially i dun rly lyk working thr bcos of the environment bt somehw i got to knw diff ppl who rly motivated me to work bttr. special thanks to mark fr helping me out so much frm the start(: i rmbr screwing myself up at the fucking cashier counter LOL, nw i've no fear being a cashier anym. so used to it alrdy HAHA, bt i still dint manage to rmbr most of the free gifts tho:/
and i'll miss those fun tyms, esp the usual us- seok shan, wling, vanessa and pam. we go fr same brks and tok cock, getting to knw each other well lol.
anyw toysrus christmas party was cool lol, till 2am.
(P/S: photos coming up soon, stay tune)


22 Dec 09:
celebrated advanced christmas and wling's bday at liping hse.
played card games, i lost the most i tink. hence roy made me drink till i was completely drunk LOL. kelvin came to send us home at 2am.
hangover the nxt day when i went to work, headaches zzz. wling told me the whole story, one by one busted me only!

okay the whole lot of us, except fr 5ppl, made it to sec5NA nxt year. surprisingly my sch did pretty well fr our Ns tis year!

anyw i knew frm the start tat i cld haf been promoted, bt i was too anxious abt my grades. so wad if i was promoted? no big deal tho. i was srsly unsatisfied w my atrocious results, it wasnt my xpectations aft all. totally disappointed zzz.
up till tdy, i still dun get it why i scored a four fr my combined sci. nvr in my sec life i scored more than a three, bullshit. ue see, i bloody fared a two during my fucking prelims. and honestly speaking, the Nlvls combined sci papers were way too easy.

dun bother asking me hw well i've attained, bcos i wun entertain ue uh. anyw it doesnt concern ue much. its my results, my life and my future. all i cld say is tat i did badly tis tym rnd tho i've been promoted, dun compare and b complacent.
IM GNA FIGHT OLVLS NXT YR!

church christmas service was awesome! I LYK IT^^ too bad ben ho dint turn up LOL.
had dimsum tgtr w bro and frends.
headed home aft tat bcos my head was spinning damn badly zzz.
i gave club a missed agn @stjames): shiok weather, thus i overslept wtfff.
no fun w ivy and co AND ronghui and co, grrrrr.

last mixage party @butterfact on the 22nd! cbcbcb i wan go, bt no tym only.
God bless me w more tym plz.

so many plans, 2010 is arriving. nxt yr must chiong hard fr Olvls, biggest fear:/
birthday birthday birthday, cnt wait to b seventeen^^


18 Dec 09:
met justin, edger, ernest and zhaoxiao at hub> lunched at sumo> headed to sch fr results, fucking anxious> aft getting bak my atrocious results, headed home> bathed and met ethel> shopped and had dinner at bugis> headed to orchard aft tat and i went missing zzz> bused to tpy den homed aftmath.

tired tired tired..











17 Dec 09:
stomach cramp is killing me zzzzzzzz.
dreaded fr tmr to arrive. results @230pm:/ praying hard to promote, im worrying.
OHHH LET NT MY HEART B TROUBLED!


slept the whole day ystd.
skipped work tdy. still deciding whether to go fr steamboat at novena zhen fa tgtr w ronghui, edger, justin, ahb and more ltr.
tmr meeting ernest, justin and edger 1pm @hub fr lunch befr gg sch. aft results den see my mood, most prob shopping w ethel till late night.
working full shift on sat, hevoc day fr sure.
gna miss out the fun at wavehouse beach party altho i've free entry.
christmas service den club @st james powerhouse on sun^^
tues steamboat at liping hse tgtr w girlfs, still deciding whether to club @butterfac aft tat.


anna stay strong during ur surgery, God bless!
praying tat she wld b alright, she's full of laughters and jokes LOL.



15 Dec 09:
ghost stories during work w pam, shiversxzzsxz :@

im having cramps all over my body, esp my legs and arms zzz!
work work work, money money money. cnt wait to get my pay, i wna shop so badly.
late nights out, obvious eyebags. im srsly lack of slp..
gosh Nlvl results will b out tis fri, hoping tym to pass slowly tis wk. i havent rly enjoyed myself yet!

im lyk having NO LIFE. everyday eat slp work, tats my routine.
guessed wad, i miss yahui and co alot! meetups soon!


(P/S: more picts in my facebk soon)

11 Dec 09:

ended work early> bused to hub> met ronghui and frend> over to blk325 and slack w jueyin, wling and van> homed @10pm, shagged.










8 Dec 09:

matched against macpherson @queensway sec.
oh so finally, im able to see my dearest eileen and eeni aft so long!
sorry sweet, i fouled ue so hard:/
watched yuying's game tgtr w eileen, waited fr eeni> ate LJS w eeni, eileen dint join us> trained tgtr, alighted @yck stn> bused265 home> bathed and slept awhile> wokeup and had dinner> watched tv and slept.








7 Dec 09:

work aftmath> homed.
its been so long since we two snapped photos.
<3 pam.

BLESSED BDAY SYLVIA, finally sixteen uh! eh one more mth to my 17th bday lea LOL~ anyw lucks fr ur result tis fri too.


YES LAAA, BRO RETURNING BAK TO SPORE TMR!
miss him alot, wonder if he bought anything fr me anot^^ hehehehehe.


D went to supperclub and gt real drunk last9, kinda quarrelled w him.
on the fone w him fr awhile bcos i doubt he knw wad he was speaking.
bt still, i tink everything's alright uh.

cmon adora, accept love. avoid no more, overcome ur phobia.
in every relationship, security mttrs most to me.


dwn w a bad headache ystd, samuel was damn sick zzz. anytym both of us gna faint zzz.
k anna and i joked alot at work, samuel laughed too!
anyw work's fun uh. esp tgtr w pam, wling, shan shan, vanessa, anna, fong ma, joella, zhengmin, yuting, beefang, kelvin, victor, dinesh, qayum, fatin, yani, samuel, nelson, ernest.
got them, i no fear eh HAHAHA!

im so gna box 2 ppl soon, steady one. ERNEST YEO AND LAU WEILUN!

tat ah hai ernest hor, gt love problem. omost every night when i rched home aft work or gna turn in arnd 2am, he will call and tell me storiesxzsxzx. piang another aimai ah hai sial zzz!

den hor tat weilun ah, gt himself into damn fucking deep shit! call me in the middle of the night oso. dunnid slp one, lyk owl siol. SIAO EH DUN BET AND SMOKE ALRDY LA.

dad is bak frm perth! and bro is flying to taiwan tmr, nomore accompany zzz):

dint attend service tdy, tired and slpy:/
well i nid Gods' wisdom and favour at work, bless me Oh Lord.

am wondering hws thomas in prison nw, hmm sigh.
on the fone w ethel nw, miss her tonszxsxzsx mamn. meet up soon zhabor! movie, swimming, seesha, sentosa, party and more~


butterfact on the 8th OR wavehouse on the 19th OR powerhouse on the 20th?
money money money, drop frm heaven plz~

5 Dec 09:

HOHO edger ahb and justin visited me @my workplace. miss them tonsxszxsz mamn, hang out soon!
oh yea i saw joanne @her workplace too, chit chat awhile and both of us went bak to work^^ LOL.


KELVIN'S CHALET WAS A BLAST! HAPPY 18TH BDAY! thanks fr the invitation.
huiqi, yongxiang and potato were thr. cheryl left befr i rched, siant~
bbq till 3am, slept at 5am.
tonned w wling, zhengmin, victor, yuting and beefang.
sidney drove, homed aftmath tgtr w wling @3pm.

THIS POST IS SPECIALLY FOR YOU.
Goodbye love.


i rly nid and wna knw, do ue still love me? dun say im having one sided tots, ue claimed tat ue love me in ur msges. is it a lie or?
everyday i've been yearning fr ur msges, telling me hw and wad are ue tinking and feeling xactly. yet ue dun even bother to msg and tok tings out. ue've been keeping me in suspense, which makes me feel damn uncomfortable. at least xplain, dun run away frm the situation.
and do ue knw.. the song 'down' tat ue dedicated to me, rly meant alot to me.

tat night, i rly regretted gg to look fr ue. i told myself tat i wldnt wna get hurt agn aft since i've gotten over ue. k stupidly, i followed my heart. yes ue cld see tat i kinda ignored ue. ue held my hand so tightly and ur kiss was juz so sweet, urgh i cldnt resist any longer. fuck ue stole my heart once agn, dint ue say we two nid a partner? do ue knw hw hurtful i am nowadays?
actually the most heartbrking ting was tat i let dwn D bcos i gt to knw ue when he was @tekong. i came to realise hw deep i've used to hurt wx and it took me 7mths to get over him and move on. cmon tis is nt a love game alright.

tym and tym, i get to hear ur name frm others. if thr's fate, we'll see each other @hub or cntrl upon chance. why is everything repeating frm the start agn?
im juz upset and speechless, sigh. im letting go tis love, no more turnbaks. i promised myself.
its 4am, im getting restless alrdy.

ystd worked till 1am, tired and slept till 1pm tdy.
bathed and prepared, left house @215pm> bused265 and met yuenman @hub> trained to orchard, walked over to fareast plaza> went to meet weilun and cheehon @wisma> left orchard and headed to bugis w yuenman> shopping spree began> left @8pm and met ethel in train bak to amk, over to hub> accpy yuenman to meet martin> dinner @macds w ethel> home sweet home @10pm.
well yuenman told me quite afew stories, some funny and some veh zzz.
YAY I ACHIEVED TEMPTING YUENMAN TO BUY THOSE STUFFS SHE LYKS, HOHO!
i bought 1dress, 2tops and 4boxes of eyelashes^^

(P/S: more picts in yuenman's cam)


siant i missed out the fun @wavehouse! GRRRRRRRRRRR~
more events nxt mth, woohoo.